I have my second driving lesson in 50 minutes and I have to go into town in 20 minutes and I just got out off bed and I'm gonna hurry to take a shower and blow dry my hair and put on some make up before that..
I know I don't post very often but I really have A LOT too do right now.. But every time the blog hit my thoughts I try to post something , I'm gonna get better at posting :) I don't promise but I'll try ;)

Dancing in the moonlight

My life got of track for a while again, but now it's about to get back on track.
I've put up a few goals for my life , I need to have goals to get through this..
1. Get my grades up and graduate with good grades
2. Get a job, save up.
3. BE ME!
4. Do a good project with Stina!
5. Save up a lot for the move
6. MOVE!
7. Work, live, have fun! Live love and rock n' roll!
8. Go back to school!
9. What happens happens !

A lack of color

I can't do this anymore!

-live live and rock n roll!

Now I'm on my way in to kristianstad with mom and grandma , were going to the hospital and then the police office :)


-live live and rock n roll!

Sunday bloody Sunday

Yesterday night me Emilia and Emmy went too a party but went home early and had a movie night, we had a great night! Today we have been laying in bed and the sofa aaaallllll dddaaaayyyy and been eating chips candy and pizza hahah love days like these :))




-live live and rock n roll!

Spend 48$ last night at the county fair

I'm on the bus on my way home from work, I'm just going home to get my stuff and change my shirt then I'm driving over to Stina's and then we're going to the fair :D today life is good! :))
C ya l8r ;)



-live live and rock n roll!

nothing lasts forever, I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Hey you guys, so, there's so much stuff happening , I just don't find the time to post something here, but I just got my iPhone back (or a new one the other one was so broken it costed more to fix it then to buy a new one) so I'll try to post some more ... But anyways, I've finished working now , for this summer, and Emmy will work the whole summer and Stina starts tomorrow so it's me myself and I the rest of the summer, so I'm gonna clean my room, and really CLEAN and throw a lot of old stuff out , work out and start my new life, I really need to start working out again.. I hate myself for letting it go this far. But now it's 5 am and I really need to go to bed now.. heheh nighty night :)

Chill

Chillin With Emmy


-live live and rock n roll!

damned if I do, damned if I don't.

So a lot of shit happened the past weeks, I haven't had the time to post anything.. But anyhow
this is my life plan right now:

july- work
august - school starts and a new trip to turkey
september - study , family comes to sweden
october - study , study for the drivers license
november - I'm turning 18, party , maybe a trip to turkey
december - christmas , new years eave
january - study
february - study
march - study
april - study
may - internship at the hospital
june - internship and graduation
july - turkey
august - work
september - work
october - work
november - work, I'm turning 19
december - work, christmas , new years eave
january - work
february - work
march - Emmy turns 20 , work
april - MOVE!

If it all will happen according to the plan ? I don't know.
Do I hope it does? HELL YEAH! I hope it all happens faster then the plan!!

dead girl walking

Im dead.. I'm so dead! So fucking dead!

a place for the dead to rest

It just feels like everything is wrong, nothing seems to go the right way, everything is just wrong!
Nobody knows, nobody understands. I hate everything right now! I just wanna get a way ...
Just wanna be somewhere where nobody knows me, somewhere I can live my life, somewhere I
can do whatever I feel like doing. Just for a little time until every thing seems alright again.
I want someone to understand, I hate this. I don't know what to write, I don't know how to explain
these feelings...

I'm good at wasting time

So... I didn't post anything while we were in turkey, I just didn't find the time too sit down at the computer, I rather hung out on the beach  ;) This is what we did all week : Woke up, went to the beach, swam in the ocean , got tanned, went home to the hotel, got a shower and got ready for the night, went out had dinner, went shopping and looking around in stores. Thats what we did every day, we went out to the club one night only... It was a good and needed trip! :) I love my friends! We had a good trip and made some good memories ;)

May 31st - June 2nd

It's been a long travel to turkey and thefirst day in turkey is done done and done, we've chilled at the beach all day and went too dinner, tomorrow we're chillin' on the beach all day then its shopping and dinner :) Pictures and stuff will be posted later ! :)

In my flying machine

Now I'm cleaning my room, packing my suitcase, washing some clothes , taking care of some dish and are about to take all the trash put and vacuum my room and take a shower and In 2 and a half hour I'm heading of to the airport with my friends for a week in turkey!

F-Fail

Sorry for a really bad update, well there's no one reading this blog anyways , but anyhow I have a lot to do in school and I don't have time for anything else right now, I have a F in all my classes, or had an F , I've worked really hard to pass all my classes and I'm still trying to do my best and this week I'm doing my very last homework and essays and tests , It feels so good! And on tuesday Emmy me and Stina are going to turkey , I'll try too update more then! :)

Calling the World

Just woke up and its 12,25 pm and 2pm were supposed to be at a dinner party for my grandma and were leaving in an hour and I have to get ready, curl my hair, find something to wear , paint my nails, do my make up, and other "needs" , well better go get ready now, kisses! :)

Singing that same old song

I've been sick , again! I always am and I'm starting to get à bit tired of it!!!


-live live and rock n roll!

Over the rainbow

So what do you do on the night between monday and tuesday and you can't fall asleep? You start fixin' your boring nails! The picture is a "before picture" and an "after picture" will come up later :) So now, nail fixin' and one tree hill! :)

Here I go again

I don't know what happened but last time I tried to post something blogger didn't work and on friday my mom turned 40 so I didn't feel like posting anything then , and on saturday we had a party for her, and yeah not so much more happened this weekend.. heheh I'll try post something tomorrow, now I have to go to bed, school starts in 6 and a half hours!

Fast and the furious 5

-live live and rock n roll!

When I look at the world

So.. A LOT(!) has happened since I last posted and It's been crazy it's only a month left until this term is over, which feel soooo good! BUT I have a bunch of stuff to do and take care off! And in 20 days me and my friends Emmy and Stina are going 2 turkey for a week of relaxing! I  can't wait, while we're there I'll post every day with new interesting stuff bit right now nothing is happening except essays and studying so I can finish this years off studies and don't have to do a bunch of old stuff when school starts this fall!
Kisses, love you all!

Driving round town

With My friend Stina she has à driving Lesson right now:) she's doing good!


-live live and rock n roll!

I was and I always will be.. In love with you..

I have nothing 2 post here right now, nothing is happening right now.. Same story every week monday to friday school, homework and chillin with Emmy, friday and saturdays party and sundays sleeping and in between that I'm trying to get my life back on track.. Im so sick of every thing, but mostly myself.. I miss the old me, I need a change, Im tired of who I am right now..

But since I'm writing right now I can update you with :
It's almost 4 am , I can't sleep, I'm a OTH nerd, in 5 hours and a half hour school starts.. Now I'll watch another episode of OTH and try to fall asleep and not over sleep!!! :) Nighty night!



"Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, the echo of the final buzzers, the cheers of my teammates were all sounding from 1,000 miles away, and what remained in that bizarre, muffled silence was only Peyton. The girl whose art, passion, and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we had always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth - I was now and would always be in love with Peyton Sawyer."

Believe in me

As usual I saved all of my essays until the last minute and now I've been up all night doing 2 out of 5 !
and I have two and a half more hours until I have to go get a shower and get ready for school... I wont make it!!
But I need to do my essay about leukemia and then the other two can wait until tomorrow after school.. but I wont have the time to do them then either ... My friend Emelie is turning 18 and she's having a party so I'm going there after school and on saturday I'll need to sleep since I haven't slept tonight and I'm partying tomorrow and then on saturday night there's is another party .. so hmm the other two will have 2 wait until sunday.. DAMN!
well blah blah blah I need to finnish my last essay now and get like 40 minutes of sleep... hahah

so beautiful

dance so good <-- klick to hear the song

fireflies

Nothing!

Nothing goes the way I want, everything goes against me!

Look at me now

this girl has a sick voice!
Anyways , yesterday I was outside taking photos of all the summer flowers! :)
Pictures will be posted later , photoshoped (or maybe not, I don't think I feel like it) or maybe the originals first and then the photoshoped versions later?
Now I'm gonna watch some tv and then meet Stina! :)

So I put My hands up in the air!

Shower , getting ready, party!


-live live and rock n roll!

Predators

Emmy and I are at the football game, we're cheering for the predators!
Its à wounderful and hot Day today! :) hope u have à good Day! :)



-live live and rock n roll!

@ emmys

-live live and rock n roll!

I got a pocket full of sunshine

Just went for à walk down the beach and its such à nice weather and warm outside and its only 8am !! :))


-live live and rock n roll!

words I might have ate

a lot of shit happened the last week, I'll update u after a few hours of sleep!

Rewind

Sometimes you just wanna rewind the time, like I want to do right now ... When you say no when you should have Said yes...

-live live and rock n roll!

In the park

Chillin in tje park With some friends




-live live and rock n roll!

You spin My head right round right round

I needed a break fr.o.m. Every thing, Needed to get away for a few days and now life feels almost awesome again! Somethimes you just need a break from everything.

Emmy and I had a blast these days , to just chill walk around , have fun and done some wierd things, it feels like this was just what I needed!!! No one knows you and you can act just like you want to, act like you feel like and it doesn't matter if you do something crazy!

Now I'm tired and is talking ksisktzkgzptdf So now I'm puting on some music inthe headphones and I'll go to bed I need some sleep after today! :)




-live live and rock n roll!

Chillin

-live live and rock n roll!

Cross your heart and crush the skull

Just bought the rings I've been craving for months!!
We're in tje mall and now we're going outsider to walk around! :)

-live live and rock n roll!

You don't understand

Updating With the iphone is do slow, ill tell you more later !! :))

-live live and rock n roll!

Fantasy

Having breakfast With mom and My grandpa at a café called fantasi , they make beautiful cakes!! They look so pretty!! Well now I'm going back to eating and soon Emmy will join us :))


-live live and rock n roll!

Made out of stone

In less then 2 hours Me , Mom and Emmy is driving to thaaaa citeeeey , and until then I have to pack my bag , take a shower , get dressed, and get all ready ... well.. As slow as I am I should get started right now but I'm drawing and I really don't feel like doing neither of these things heheh..

I will kiss your lips that say goodbye

morning lövers, it's 3pm and I woke up a while ago.. heheh well it's a beautiful and nice day outside today so now I'm gonna go outside in the sun and have a nice breakfast on the patio :)

(to the swedish people put there : www.hundratusen.nu/challenge/10e28c)

Test

Hey, posting fr.o.m. My iPhone, hope it works!! :)

Just a test pic 2






-Live love and rock n roll!

Why is human life so complicated?

Sometimes it's just to complicated...

bonfire

hahah tonight Me , Emmy, Stina, Simon and Jonathan chilled at the beach with a fire, music, marshmallows, talk and laughter. We had a great time, but like the clutz I am I accidentally burned a hole in my dads jeans jacket (wish is very old and he had it for a long time and he loves it) but I haven't told him yet, I don't dare tooo.. heheh. well , we had a great night and that's what counts! :) Hope you all had a great day , now I'm gonna sleep 'cause tomorrow I'm going to malmö with my dad! :) Gooood niiiighty!!

omg..

Lying in my bed with Emmy and she's drunk and very annoying.. hahah
shes just talking and talking and talking about NOTHING !!! hahahahahah
I can't so anything else then laugh at her.. she's talking about Jacob the turkeyfish ?! hahah
Now I'm gonna make her go outside with me on a little walk so she can get a bit more sober..
or something ..
smell u later!

the good and the evil, this is war

hey löverz, I've been crashing at Emmys place for two days now and we had no internet connection :( but, we survived ;D Now I'm cleaning my room, bog time! I should be at a party right now with all the girls, but I really don't feel like it.. :/ Tomorrow we have a birthday party for my little brother, he's turning 15!!! I can't believe how old I am ... hahah
Hope you all had a great day, I did but now I need to go back too cleaning!

she puts her make up on like graffiti on the wall

Got home from school a while ago, now I'm cleaning and so on , taking a shower soon and then I'm going oven to Emmys house. We have her house tonight since her dad is working in a another town today and tomorrow, neat!

Just try your best, try everything you can

Soo.. yesterday I did fell asleep very early.. Today was school and I've been studying all day and night since I got home from school and that's what I'll continue to do! Hope y'all had a great day today!

(before I continue too study I'm gonna make some future planing!! so exiting!)

every rose has its thorn

Gooood morning! I went to school yesterday and then I was outside like almost the whole day and when I got inside I fell asleep and woke up a few minuted ago. So now I'm listening to music and I'm going to take a shower now and get ready for school :)

music's in my soul

Well, since this night was another one of those sleepless nights I'm now laying In my bed with my headphone on. I love laying on the bed and just listening to the music!

Now : Some more music!

Don't think twice, It's alright

I went out on a long walk with Micca and my dogs and then I dyed my hair and fixed my extensions and now I'm going to bed, tomorrow's school :)

This used to be a fun house

I dance around this empty house...   Today Stina and I drove the scooters around everywhere, down the beach and then back to the other beach and around and back and forth. It was so nice outside today so we had a blast! Now I'm eating dinner and watch One Tree Hill and I'm about to start cleaning my room and dream about my future as usual ;D hahah

I'll do whatever it takes

Right now I'm lying in my bed with my headphones on and dreaming, just dreaming about everything.
About the life I want to live, the life after school and to become the person I've always wanted to be.
Dreams, dreams and dreams. I wanna live those dreams now, I don't wanna wait! I just wanna live my
dream life!

reach for the stars

Raleigh

Raleigh North Carolina 

Pic taken this winter (2010/2011)

a fresh start

a new start , a new blog.

In this blog there'll be a bunch of my thoughts , quotes , photos , photoshop pictures and so on.
Enjoy.